Hmmm. I am trying to figure out a correlation between my periods of sick and environmental factor. I have gotten colds that don't really present like colds. I get a low grade fever and then muscle aches, very slight cough. Every time my MS symptoms go crazy, I have these "colds".
I am also wondering about spatial orientation and balance. When I am at home, I can walk better for the most part. My balance is a little better. When I go out into any kind of public place it seems my world because more topsy turvy. Almost like sensory overload. I get dizzy when there is too much going on and I am easily overwhelmed.
Then there is multi tasking. It seems not to long ago I could do multiple things at the same time, no problem. Now I can barely focus on one simple task. I can't sing and type. Weird statement, but I noticed that today.
Then there is the memory. I am so forgetful. I have such a problem with remembering the simplest things, like turning off lights and forgetting to actually turn on the washing machine. I have been forgeting to put laundry detergent in.
BTW, my little dramatic moment is quite over. I am almost back to my previous baseline which makes me happy. I am feeling well enough to go with my beautiful daughter tomorrow to find her very first prom dress. I am very excited. I hope I can last the whole waiting for a teenager to actually make a decision on her dress. Oh boy. I am already tired just thinking of it.
Hope that everyone out there with this disease finds their peace. Today I have mine back.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dn7pWm4i0ZU
I am also wondering about spatial orientation and balance. When I am at home, I can walk better for the most part. My balance is a little better. When I go out into any kind of public place it seems my world because more topsy turvy. Almost like sensory overload. I get dizzy when there is too much going on and I am easily overwhelmed.
Then there is multi tasking. It seems not to long ago I could do multiple things at the same time, no problem. Now I can barely focus on one simple task. I can't sing and type. Weird statement, but I noticed that today.
Then there is the memory. I am so forgetful. I have such a problem with remembering the simplest things, like turning off lights and forgetting to actually turn on the washing machine. I have been forgeting to put laundry detergent in.
BTW, my little dramatic moment is quite over. I am almost back to my previous baseline which makes me happy. I am feeling well enough to go with my beautiful daughter tomorrow to find her very first prom dress. I am very excited. I hope I can last the whole waiting for a teenager to actually make a decision on her dress. Oh boy. I am already tired just thinking of it.
Hope that everyone out there with this disease finds their peace. Today I have mine back.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dn7pWm4i0ZU
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