just keep spinning, just keep spinning, just keep spinning

My head is still playing ring around the rosie with itself and I am pretty sure I am not the winner today.  I worked for about 3 hours and the vertigo is so bad that I had to go.  I feel nauseated and the room is going crazy.  When is this crazy ride going to end.
Optimism.  I am striving for that.  I am optimistic that the medication is going to kick in any minute now (c'mon, hurry up, been almost 6 months and Nada)......
Positive.   I am attempting to keep that up too.  Today I am positive that MS sucks!!!!!
Hopeful.  That's another good one.  I am hopeful that my head will stop spinning soon and that the neighbors dog will stop barking all night long (they both seem out of the question at this time). I am hopeful that they will find a cure for this disease.
Willing.  I am willing my body to cooperate.  I am willing the medicines to work.  I am willing to give up this disease any time now!!!!!
 I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, "Move from here to there" and it will move. Nothing will be impossible to you.
       - Matthew 17:20