Wednesday, February 3, 2010

ordinary day

An ordinary day.  God Bless the ordinary day's.  My dizziness is starting to resolve, only when I am very tired is it peaking its ugly head.
I used to want exciting, but now I am grateful for all the ordinary I can get.  Ordinary means that I am able to function and I will take it like it comes.  Ordinary means that I can walk without running into the wall, without dragging my left leg or without stumbling. It means that I can go up a step without having to use something as crutch to boost me up. It means that I am not so fatigued and that I can enjoy my day without taking a 2-3 hour nap.  It means that my speech is understandable.  It means that I can process information through this thick head of mine and not be confused or forgetful. It means that I have very little pain.  It means that my vision is better.  It means that I can sing along to my music without getting tired (strange I know, but the fatigue is so bad at times that singing takes all my energy).
I am looking forward to more ordinary days to come.  I will this to be my last relapse forever!!!!  I pray this was my last relapse forever!!!!!!  I hope that this was my last relapse forever!!!!!
"From the bitterness of disease man learns the sweetness of health".   - Catalan Proverb

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