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Welcome to all who visit this Blog whether you suffer from Multiple Sclerosis or have a loved one who does. Hopefully this will help all who read understand that they are not alone even though MS affects us all in very different ways. Maybe it can help open eyes of those around who do not know the unpredictability of daily life with MS.
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Saturday, April 16, 2011

funk

So this post was supposed to be an uplifting blog about my life with MS.  I find myself in the midst of a funk and am having a very hard time lifting myself up let alone anyone else.
It's been a little over a week that my symptoms started to come back with a vengeance.  I am frustrated. I am angry.  I don't like this feeling I have right now.  I feel so alone in this.  My husband tries to understand but in many small comments (unintentional) I know he doesn't.  I have a feeling latelty that there is no hope.  No one to help me.  I feel isolated in my home sometimes.  I hate this disease and I am learning to hate who I am.  I hope this feeling will pass soon. 

I keep lifting up my problem to God, but maybe I don't know how to let go.  I have pain in my heart and pain in my body.  I am tired of watching life pass me by and not being able to participate.  Sometimes I think..........well it's not what I want to think.
I need some help.  I don't know who or what or where.  Pray.