Welp, it's been a while. No excuse, probably sheer laziness. Been off Copaxone, then on Rebiff, now back to Copaxone. Hmmmm. The good thing is that either way I am still living with MS. or wait, is that the bad thing.
Started back to school so I can turn my RN into a BSN then eventually a MSN. Since I can't really work the floor anymore I will subcumb to that old addage "those who can't do, teach". I don't know if it's a good plan or not, but it's worth a try.
I started a research study, felt like being a guinea pig for a while. Still having to take copaxone but now with an added pill (placebo or not). It's a blinded study so I don't know if I am actually getting the study medication or not. I get a cognitive exam every 3 months or so. I am hoping to not have a decline in intelligence, but if you notice misspellings don't assume it's just a mistake :)
Every day I decide that tomorrow is going to be a new day and a new start. My diet is going to be better. My walking is going to be better. My energy is going to be whoop whoop. And every night I think about how I blew it for that day. But the good thing is there is always tomorrow.
