So this post was supposed to be an uplifting blog about my life with MS. I find myself in the midst of a funk and am having a very hard time lifting myself up let alone anyone else.
It's been a little over a week that my symptoms started to come back with a vengeance. I am frustrated. I am angry. I don't like this feeling I have right now. I feel so alone in this. My husband tries to understand but in many small comments (unintentional) I know he doesn't. I have a feeling latelty that there is no hope. No one to help me. I feel isolated in my home sometimes. I hate this disease and I am learning to hate who I am. I hope this feeling will pass soon.
I keep lifting up my problem to God, but maybe I don't know how to let go. I have pain in my heart and pain in my body. I am tired of watching life pass me by and not being able to participate. Sometimes I think..........well it's not what I want to think.
I need some help. I don't know who or what or where. Pray.
It's been a little over a week that my symptoms started to come back with a vengeance. I am frustrated. I am angry. I don't like this feeling I have right now. I feel so alone in this. My husband tries to understand but in many small comments (unintentional) I know he doesn't. I have a feeling latelty that there is no hope. No one to help me. I feel isolated in my home sometimes. I hate this disease and I am learning to hate who I am. I hope this feeling will pass soon.
I keep lifting up my problem to God, but maybe I don't know how to let go. I have pain in my heart and pain in my body. I am tired of watching life pass me by and not being able to participate. Sometimes I think..........well it's not what I want to think.
I need some help. I don't know who or what or where. Pray.
