Tired part deux

I went to my appointment at the MS clinic on Thursday.  It was with the research department.  They did another MRI, another Neuro test and another cognitive/motor skills test.  My disability 3 months ago was rated at a 3, now it's rated at a 4.  In this case more is not better.  The lower the number the less disability you have.

I have to say that this is somewhat disheartening.  I am hoping that the next time I meet with them, in 3 months, that I have an improvement in my score.  They say it can take some people months to fully recover from a relapse, hoping that this will be my case.

The research lady, who is very nice and makes me laugh, told me that her and the MRI person (don't know what their official title is) were commenting on the fact that I am still working. She told me that people with less disability than I have are applying for social security. Some days I feel like that should be me, but other days I think about the thought of not being a productive member of society would be devastating to my psyche. I have a feeling that I will be crossing that bridge soon enough so better not dwell on it.

I have noticed that it is harder for me to type with my left hand.  I have to concentrate or my pinky and ring finger don't quite cooperate like I want them to.  It's funny the little things you start to notice.

Well enough mellow-drama for one night.  

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. ~Proverbs 3:5